Very upset

Lately I have had people talk about me behind my back making comments about me being a pre op transsexual female. It has really started to bother me a great deal. I have been on hormonal therapy for 11 yrs now living my life as a female. I know I'm not the prettiest woman out there and I know I pass to some existent. I have been told that some people find me a threat who me? I am one of the nicest people you will ever want to meet. Lately I have been doing a lot of crying getting real upset throwing thing inside my home braking things. I make no apologies about who I am and I'm not ashamed about who I am. Once in a wile I like to get with some friends of mine go have a drink or two and call it a night and for this people are going to talk shit about me. I am only human and can only take so much. I guess I just needed to vent my anger